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Been feeling piss off lately. Especially yesterday. My 'sisters' asked me out to help celebrate my another friend's birthday. But in the end, the two of them had no idea what they wanted to do.

Before hand, I already suggested watching a movie which both of them agreed on at that point. But once there, one of them didn't feel like watching it...so I suggest another alternative: Pool. Except there is a condition. All must play. That's my rule. Is pointless when 2 are playing and the other is sitting there. It kind of spoilt the fun of everything. I told them there is two options. Either we watch a movie or we play pool and if we play pool, all must play. In the end, I was fucking piss off course for about 5 minutes or more , none of them can decide on what to do. So ended up, I lectured them. I know, I'm a mean motherfucker. But that's the way I work.

I don't like to come out and not doing a damn thing but wait. I have problem with people who don't agree with my suggestion and not provide a solution. I have problem with people, telling me "Let's go home." when I just came out. I have problem with people who gave me the piss off look when I didn't do anything wrong. I have problem with people who can tease me but when I do the same back, they get piss off. I will give way, but not always. I will help, if you help yourself 1st. If you want something, you ask and not bluff. And most important, know your limit and don't cross it.

Now the more I think about it, I realize is partly my fault also. Hey, nobody is perfect. I know roughly their characters and yet I didn't give way. Maybe course I'm just tired of always giving. And I doubt they know me that well. And also I shouldn't force.

But the truth of the matter is, you can't always give in to others. In the end, the person who suffer the most is the Taker and not the Giver. Outside world ain't the same. I can't comment on working life since I yet to work, but I can tell you about Army life. And is roughly the same or one of which is worst. But either way, they are definitely different from school life. As a friend, you need to tell a person when he or she is doing wrong or they will carry on making the same mistakes and in the end, that person will suffer as nobody will give in.

Of course, I don't expect anyone to give in forever. You need to know the limit as in my case. I know my limit and I know when not to give in. I might be abit harsh on them and that I apologize but when I'm piss off...I'm piss off.

And to end it all , I guess the only things I can say is...I'm sorry.

Haiz, guess is time for me to change.

Wirehead
05/07/02

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